MeMOry of my Life....

2008-09-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

ni edisi pertama blog dgn bahasa campur aduk! hahaha

yesterday i went to 3 places.. haha.... Firstly, me n nenek went to pyramid to take the genting's room voucher and had lunch there.. After that we went to KL sentral to buy the bus ticket to genting..(we were confused finding the counter) haha.....

then... two dunno anything girls decided to go to bukit bintang by monorail..haha..... never done this by myself before.. hihi...... we were shopping at sungai wang.. (tujuan utama seh beli tiket genting n cari tiket buat k US tp... haha) i bought two shorts and one dress.. hmmm i spent a lot of money... :(

thus, we decided to go home by monorail and rapid KL.. we waited until 6.30 because usually aroung 5 to 6 is very crowded.. but.. unfortunately, it was still a LOT OF PEOPLE!

haisssssss......... kegencet sana sini lo.... it was quite okay in the monorail.. but in the bus?? hueeee...
i don't want to take any bus during that time again... terrible!! didn't get the seat, standing near the door... then.. the bus stop and more people came in... juz imagine by yourself.. ck ck ck .....
samping kanan ibu2 india.. samping kiri bapak2 india..hayoo.... macem mana nak berdiri le??
some more, must melindungi diri n my bag from the bapak2..

enough dhe.. only for this time...

finally i reached LV at 19.30.. and i was very tired........ capek otak, capek kaki, capek hati (lhoo???) hahaha....

uda jd gj... hihi.....

oh ya... i will enjoying my one week mid semester break,, hihi...

welcome mid semester break!! :)

hav a nice holiday for all my frenz (especially monash students)

GBU^^

2008-09-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

hmm... why i don't have mood to post?? i am wondering... hehehe...

yah... want to try to start blogging again...

actually there are many things i want to share..but... maybe not now..

juz write something about what i feel now...

feel sad, disappointed, lazy, n tired... why?

i also dunno why.. everything that i hope to be, i hope i am able to do, not going in the right way..

i know partly it is because of me, myself....

i am not someone in every person i know..

i am not worthy enough to be remembered by someone...

"when u need someone, there is nobody beside u"
"when it is not you fault, someone still blame u"
"everyone talking about fairness, do u know wat is dat?"

one thing i know.. i hate unfairness!

huaaaa

2008-08-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

hiiii.... long time didn't update..hehe... feel so lazy to write....

hmm..but now, decide to start writing about my life... yeah.. new semester has started since one month ago.. hehe...

so many things happened since i came back to malaysia.. but i will write it later one by one.. :)

currently,, i'm busy with assignment and assignment... so..nothing to say.. juz hope that i can do my best for this semester coz it was a hard sem i think.. phewww....

dat's all for today.. hehe...

anywae, today is 20082008 lo.... nice numbers..hoho...

2008-06-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

Holiday2.. hehehe...

long time didn't update my lovely bloggy.. hohoho....

now.. i am at my lovely town.. pekanbaru.. so hot... (kringetan trus ak... huhuhu...)

but so happy to meet my family and my big family here... hehhe...

i had just finished my exam 2 days ago.. n the next day i went back to pekanbaru...

hehehe,,,,

hmmm... about exam.. i think.. i don't want to talk about it... make me feel stress again..
hahaha...

the important thing is I DID MY BEST already.. so let GOD do the rest...

wish i can get good marks... hehe..... :) (popi2..) hoho...

now.. i'm in holiday mood.. refreshing my brain.. hahaha...

yesterday i slept from 3 pm until 6.30 pm... wah... feel satisfied after slept for so long.. haha...

n today,, i accompany my mom to hypermart, bank, mal pekanbaru and bought pisang goreng!!

yeah,,, my first list to eat pisang goreng is fulfilled.. hahaha.... ^^

anywae,, i will 19 soon.. so fast... hehehe....

ok then.. dat's all for today....

hepi holidae my frenz... ^^

GBU

examing....

2008-06-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

I've finished my first exam (accounting B).. i am not sure wat i did is right or wrong..
feel nervous for the first exam as usual... (when i can get rid of this??) it's affect me so much when doing my exam.. i can't thing,, wat i will write?? i dunno... dat was my condition in the exam... so sad.. really...

anywae.. it's past already.. Thx God..

now.. the time for the second exam... ^^

Juz wanna share that GOD knows exactly wat i need...

Since last night,, i got a bad headache.. can't study... although i tried.. then,, i thought.. ok then.. maybe i really need a sleep..

wake up.. have dinner n tried to study again... Oh.. the headache still there..
i was worried dat i didn't have enough time for study.. so i read lecture notes in sleeping position.... guess wat.. before one lecture note finish i fell asleep... '+_+

dis morning i wake up.. my body feel like so tired.. fortunately, the headache is gone... then i went to CIMP graduation ceremony..

It is 2.30 pm when i want to start my study... i juz dunno why i feel so tired and sleepy... so again... not studying but sleeping...

but... i am so grateful i can sleep n rest my body... i still can finish my target for today... see?? God knows wat i need.. as if God said " u need a rest.. don't force urself.. ur body is God's.."

thx Jesus... 2morrow is another beautiful day... ^_^

exam is coming soon

2008-05-31T19:52:00.000-07:00

update... update.... haha... long time didn't see my deary blog... so sorry to u,,, hehehe.. (become stress already)

nothing really special for dis few days.. jus exam is coming soon... n i feel i am not ready for it... my first exam is accounting b at 5th of june... and the last at 24th june... start first and end last.. so poor.. hiks... however, look at the positive side.. i hav appro. 5 days for reviewing each subject before exam... (nice,,,) hehe...

now.. i feel scared, dag dig dug belum der tp.. soalnya blm terkejut.. hahaha... =_='

studying studying... it's my permanent job for this month.. haha.. anywae.. i think 24 hours a day is not enough.. coz... i don't hav enough time for study... haaiiizzz.... actually,, i used my time inefficiently for not important stuffs.... (regret always come last) hihi... ^^

GOD,,, help me through everything,, i'm nothing without U,, with U i can't do nothing...

anywae... wish me luck... n gd luck for u all... n take care... :)

GBU always...

stress

2008-05-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

lg ga mood pake inggris...

bete... kesel... stress....

cm beranggapan seseorang yg sharusnya ada sharusnya bisa malah membuat smuanya menjadi lbh buruk... menyesal kasi kesempatan buat berhub lg.. mgkn smuany bakal lbh baek klo ak ga knal dy.. capek... :(

assignment n new bed cover... haha

2008-04-22T08:54:00.001-07:00

Feel a little relief after 25% moncap assignment finished... Even though i did not sure about wat i wrote in the report but stil happy i could finish it on last friday... On thursday i did not sleep... I slept on 4am... after ate indomie with Rita (became ndud already... hahaha)
now.. my eyes really like panda.. so sad,,,,, :(

after submitted the report, jck, nenek n i went to pyra to watch forbidden kingdom n L change the world.. (2 movies??? sapa takut.. hahaha)

me n nenek also bought one new cloth.... hehehe

is it nice???

last sunday i changed my bed cover to the new one that i bought at akemiuchi... so lazy to wash it until last week i decided to wash and use it...

bear.... ^^

now... time for macro assignment... every week got assignment.. stressful...
ciayo!

dunno wat to pose...

2008-04-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

these few weeks maybe were tired weeks for me... my "MATA BENGKAK" twice already... since it was pretty long not happened, then.. suddenly it came out... Oow.....

Maybe because this month I got many assignments to do.. one in a week... haiss... i can't understand money and capital assignment.. and it will be due soon... frustrated...

When I was refreshing my mind,, i saw this video.. a 6 years old little girl joined a competition... her voice was sooo niceee... (i was crying when i listened to that,,, hihi..) Her name is Connie Talbot..
u can watch it in youtube.. hoho....

i feel lazy today... hope 2morrow i can start my assigment...

ciayo2...!!

for all my frens too...

hihi...

Easter.....

2008-03-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

In his documentary The Last Tomb of Jesus, Simeha Jacobovici claims archaeological evidence that disproves the resurrection of Christ. He says that the words "Jesus son of Joseph" found on a burial container near Jerusalem refer to Jesus of Nazareth. He also claims to have identified Jesus' DNA.

How valid are these??? The Israel Antiquities Authority calls them "nonsense". Other secular & religius scholars agree. Jesus & Joseph were common names in first century Judea. And Jabovici needs DNA samples from Jesus to compare w/ the bones in the tomb. Obviously, that's IMPOSSIBLE!

But there are strong arguments in favor of Jesus' resurrection. Most compelling is the fact that every disciple except John died a martyr's death. Central to their message was Jesus' resurrection (Acts 2:29-32). If Christ had not been raised from the dead, why did the disciples choose to die rather than deny it?

Assaults on our faith & on the Scriptures come & go. Don't be shaken by these baseless attacks. 2 thousand years ago, the disciples were eyewitnesses to the real tomb of Jesus. The angels told them, "Why do you seek the living among dead? He is not here, but is RISEN!" (Luke 24:5-6)

Up from the grave He arose
With a mighty triumph o'er His foes
He arose a Victor from the dark domain
And He lives forever with His saints to reign

**He is risen..! this is a fact of history that demands a response of faith....**

10,000 BC

2008-03-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

i watched 10,000 bc last friday with Innes, Jck, n nenek.. hihi... Nice movie... 2 hours length i think..but it past really fast.. hehe... before that,, we went to eat at Kim Gary... Long time didn't eat there already.. hoho....

with innes....

this bracelets were given by the campaign of HIV "one life"
explanations are below this pict.. hhoho...

one life

2008-03-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

One Life is a campaign that was held by World Vision, located in Monash University.. It was specifically for HIV/AIDS victims.. I was touched to hear a real story of a daughter who was forced to be a prostitute.. At first, her daddy was dead when she was 10 and her mother with her 2 brothers left her for remarried.. She lived with her grandmother.. Then,, she decided to find her mother in a town of Cambodia... but she can't find her mom.. until someone lied to her by promised her for a better job.. and that job is prostitution.. dat's why she was sick and HIV positive...

In this story,, it was not her fault that she was affected by HIV... poor girl... but now.. she became a social worker... :) Thanks GOD for protect her...

From this campaign, I know more about HIV... and it steal my attention.. I wonder if I can sponsor a child who was affected by HIV?? only RM 50/month.. I think it is more worthy to use it for someone else rather than for shopping.. haha....

AFamosa Trip

2008-03-03T07:14:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday, me and my church members went to Malaka.. We went to AFamosa for a 2 day 1 night trip... It was a nice trip... Even though I was not in fit condition..
the villa which we stayed in

waiting for shuttle bus

We went to animal world when we arrived there n at night we enjoyed the carnival at cowboy town... The carnival is beautiful... and got fireworks also.. but i enjoyed it alone,, wish to hav someone special to accompany me... when ?? dunno.. hahaha...

all these photos are taken in animal world

Then,,, the next morning, we had a breakfast,,, and while waiting for the shuttle bus.. we played with the clown... hohoho.... very naughty badut!!! huh.. huh..

morning fellowship

The bus ticket is full! We got the last bus which is 8.30 pm... oooo... so tired... to spent our time, we went to several places near Melaka Central...

Tired but FUN...!! hehe.... not forget... OUR GOD who blesses us for this trip... ARIGATO...

Long time didn't update

2008-02-25T05:22:00.000-08:00

hai...!!! hihi...^^ long time didn't post anything.. hehe... Actually, i went home to pekan baru to enjoy my 2 weeks holiday included chinese new year n valentine.. hehe....

I came back to Malaysia jus few days ago n now stil in holiday coz I didn't hav any tutorial classes for the first week of university...

Anywae,, I got many activities to do in Pekan Baru but.. sometimes... also feel bored...
these are some of the pictures...

first day of CNY

second day of CNY

My big family had a dinner together from the first day until the forth day of CNY... it was really nice to meet all of u... :)

with my sister...

New semester has started.. enjoy and gd luck everyone...!!! GB^^

new hair...

2008-02-01T07:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday... i went to pyramid to cut my hair... mengkek n I planned it for saturday,, but,, we stressed already so went to refresh a bit.. haha.... Mengkek cut her hair at APT n me at SNIPS..(by Yuen..) hihi...
this is how our new hair looks like:

does it look different??

new hair...

feel free to comment my new hair style,, ok??? hihi... especially five hepi stars' members.. haha... compare it with the old one.. how???
dunno why.. but i think my head become bigger... haha... ^-^

P.S: I can not do bus law past year exam...!!!! oh no!!!!

heavy rain...!!!!

2008-01-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

haizzzz.. today i went to Monash to get my marketing assignment back and want to ask something about business law... My marketing assignment got 20.5 over 25... not bad.. right?? Thanks to GOD and my beloved partner... Jesdol.. hahaha....

jesdol n me..

while waiting for Vanitha (bus law lecturer)

We waited for about 1 and half hour before the lecturer came... wasted my time.. hihi... ^^
then.... in my way going back to Lagoon View.... suddenly.. heavy rain......!!! this is my first time being so wet in Malaysia... (like when u swimming wearing clothes.. imagine it.. haha)

i'm wearing white t-shirt lagi.. ck ck..

so cold.... with strong wind...

random pict by wenny.. hihi...^^

the rain made me headache... toeng2... after shower my head is like putar2... haha..
after rest a while... it is better now... hihi...

today.....

2008-01-27T09:39:00.000-08:00

Today... i went to pyramid with my brother.. actually it must be last night.. but.. he forgot me... hiks.. then... i was angry.. not angry la... ngambek only.. hihi...^^ i told him to buy me some foods coz i was really hungry.. hehehe.... he bought me nasi goreng kampung... at 11 pm i ate rice.. wah... became NCIT already... haha... then he promised me this morning to go to pyramid..

We went there at 12 for lunch... he asked me to eat burger.. Carls Jr.. the big one... i don't know it will be really2 BIG even for the small size...! He ordered the BIG menu for himself and medium for me... n when i saw the burger and cup for water.. ck ck ck.... suddenly i feel full... haha.... i can't finish my burger and fries.. My brother said: "I must ordered the kid's menu for u actually..." w/ laughing.. haiz.... no comment..! hihi...

i ate this burger .. ^^

After that we went to Carlorino to see some bags... i like 1 bag.. but.... there wasn't a new one... n the bag already dirty.. the sales woman said " how if i ordered for u the new one but maybe next week it will come... on friday or saturday maybe..." i replied " sorry i will go back on wednesday... " n she asked for my phone number as if the bag will come before wednesday...

but... i already bought a GUESS bag.. ! haha... my brother was so kind this morning... he even want to buy me a GUESS wallet.. hihi....^^ but i refused to buy it today,, juz bought a bag n it was expensive.. bu a wallet again??? BOKEK dhe... hahaha....

i love this bag.. hehe..

enough for shopping2...!! time for study hard...!! juz a week from now... so scared.. but i hav GOD... hehe.. study2...!!

o yah..... RIP Mr. Soeharto...... former president of my country.. Indonesia...
thx for everything u have done for Indonesia.. ^^

hepi2....

2008-01-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

Last Monday... i went to watch cloverfield... actually it was because nenek.. dat night she became very "mentel2".. suddenly about 9 at night... asked me n jck to go to cinema... ck ck ck.... she seems to be so bored w/ marketing assignment.. so i decided to accompany her.. hohoho.....

the film was quite boring and confusing at first.. but.. i think it is a nice movie also... the movie is recorded by handy cam... for those who like monster.. u can watch it..!!! hahaa....

some pictures of cloverfield...

yesterday.. we also went to sungai wang.. bought so many things.. hahaha... now no money already... hihihi.... i bought two pants and 1 shoe...

at time square...

haizz... now.,, time to finish marketing,...hahha.... last assignment for this summer... ^^

Free from tiredness....

2008-01-17T01:06:00.000-08:00

Tired.. tired.. tired..... This word is describing myself for the past few days... On Monday, i submitted my business law assignment.. n dat is the beginning of my tired n sleepy day... hihi.... why?? coz i slept at 4 am n decided to wake up at 6 am but.... my alarm did not ring... ???? was it??? or i had a really deep sleep?? so i did not hear the alarm?? hmmm..... anywae.,,, the fact is i wake up at 8.15 n startled..!! one word in my head.. LATE..!!!! so,, i went to lecture at 10 actually it was started at 9... hahaha....

wenny, me n rita.. waiting for tutor w/ sleepy face.. ^0^

then, i went home to clean my room,, really messy.. it always happen when i do my assignment.. the relevant book n paper all over the place.. even on my bed! hahaha...

see dat mars chocolate, it accompanied me from 9pm until 2am.. ^^

on tuesday, jck, ines, dvina n I went to watch movie.. n i watched 2 movies in one day,, hahaha... refreshing is always nice... hahaa... I LIKE GAME PLAN...!! for those who haven't watch i recommended it ...!!! NICE story... GREAT meaning..

then.. yesterday i bought my ticket to go home to pku.. haiz... it was really troublesome... speak malay is difficult.. ck ck... so I went to bank to pay the fees.. n ended at pyramid with jck n mengkek..

actually i juz want to buy a box for my clothes,, o ya...! almost forgot.. i had already moved to LV.. my clothes juz too many n de cupboard is too small... hihi.... later i will post the pictures of my new room... hehe...

at first, mengkek only want to buy sugar at giant.. however, we ended up with shopping.. haha...

all of the photos above are taken in the fitting room... hihi
waiting for jck trying her clothes... hohoho...

dis is my new room, smaller than at the condo... but i like it.. hehe,,

These are the brief descriptions of my busy days... Thx GOD.. because THEE i can did it well...!! now.. it is the time for marketing assignment 2.. !!! aaaaaaaa.......=(

Business law is a hobby... hihi...

2008-01-10T07:47:00.001-08:00

Hmmm... these 2 days I had discussion about business law assignment with my friends.. The due date is 14 January which is this Monday and I juz started it.. haha... so lazy ya..?? hihi,,, Some of my friends had already started it since december... hehe.. anywae, the discussion was take place in my room.. and,, guess wad?? when there are more than 3 girls together...?? Of course, we were chit chatting and taking photos first before starting to discuss.. haha...

After we done about 2 points of question 1, we stopped again to talking and photos..!! ^^ These are some of the photos...

with jck...

with nenek... ^^

weird pose,, (mengkek's idea) haha...

These are my friend's crazy pose...

too stress already jes... haha... jk2

scary mengkek.. ^^

2molo we'll continue to discuss question 3,, the last one!! jia yo2... ^0^

oh ya,,, our marketing presentation went well n we got 3.7 over 4... nice one... thx GOD.. ^^
n thx frenz...

marketing group...

lalala

2008-01-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

Lalala.... Today Inez, Jck, Wenny, Dvina n I make a blog to share our stories together... hihi... it's a lot of fun when deciding the name n title for our blog... Check it Out..!!

http://fivehappystars.blogspot.com

2molo i have marketing presentation.. hope i will do it well.. pray 4 me ya.. hihi.. ^^

So weak...

2008-01-06T07:39:00.000-08:00

Today i feel so weak... hiks... i guess i loss my blood... donation pliz...!!!! haha.... i already slept for 1 hour n more this afternoon but still feel sleepy and no spirit.. my eyes also like panda... However, since approximately 2 months ago my eyes already like panda.. haha.. oh... the black cirlce under my eyes,, how can it be there?? Of course since the big,, big... n huge... problem came to me... Ups.. stop remembering the past!! hihi.... see this picture..

the black circle still there.... hiks..

this also... haiz..

ok then... i need to sleep earlier.. last night can't sleep until 2 am lo... hiks...

Commitment

2008-01-06T07:13:00.000-08:00

This morning i went to church as usual... The sermon is about new commitment in new year.. (tring..!!) recall me about my commitment for this year.. hehe... The sermon is great,, it made my commitment not only for myself but also family n GOD became complete.. hihi... These are the list:

Commitment to GOD:
- Daily prayer..
- Daily reflection of GOD's word (hope i can make it every morning if not,, at night then.. hehe)
- Go to church n weekly prayer meeting..
- Serve THEE more n more.. (try to find my talent where i most suitable in.. MC or music??)

Commitment to myself:
- Become more diligent!
- Always hear GOD's word before deciding something..
- Wake up earlier..!! haha... (this one seems to be so difficult... =P)
- Holy life ( no more bullshitting and etc...)
- Try to forgive people who hurt me..

Dat's all my commitments.. hope i can do it better than last year.. Coz.. after i thought it, last year is not good which means not fulfill my commitments.. I regret it so much.. But, juz try to look forward.. no more stay in de past.. Let it go.. Let it go.... Pray for me ya... n i will pray for u all.. all de best in this year! =)

Bye2.... n c u....

2008-01-05T06:01:00.000-08:00

Last week my family came to Malay.. we spent new year together in KL.. Surely, it was so crowd there.. They were standing on the street waiting for the countdown... At first, me n my fam went to sungai wang n Pavilion at 3pm.. We shopped until around 9pm.. So tired.... Then we decided to go back hotel first n later go out again.. I slept for 1 hour in the hotel.. hehehe...

Suddenly.. just one hour before the countdown.. it was raining... a big rain for sure.. Automatically I thought that my new year will be spoiled.. Many people started to go back to their car, standing in front of stores, n all other places.. Wat can I do? We were waiting n hoping the rain to stop... hiks hiks... Then, about 10 minutes before the countdown, the rain stopped.. hahaha.. i was very happy n thanks GOD (GOD heard many people wishes to stop the rain.. hehehe...) The firework was not so great as I think.. but.. everything was great because my family with me.... hehe..

The next day we went to KLCC... shopping again... hahaha... bought many clothes lo.. heppy heppy.. hehehe... =)

at klcc w/ my mom n dad..

See that picture.. why my hand look so big ya?? hehehe... Who i look similar to?? dad?? mom?? many people said mom but some also said not both.. hiks... hohoho... let u judge then... i forgot there are still some pict in camera with my youngest sister... Maybe in the next blog i will post it.. my sister almost bigger than me.. haiz... ck ck ck..

anywae,, today they went back to pku already,, feel sad n lonely.. i want to follow them go back.. hiks hiks.. no mood for studying today... juz think want to go home.. how?? hiks... hope 2molo can concentrate again.. hoho....

Thanks GOD for my family.... I'm glad to have them in my life.. hihi... =)

Blogskin...

2008-01-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

Haiz... i have been searching the skin for my blog since 2 hours ago (if i'm not mistaken..) hehe..
i really want to change the skin bcoz the classic one doesn't look nice.. i don't like it.. So... i search it in BlogSkins.com desperately.. haha... There are many nice skins and some are awesome! But,, only a few of them that fit my wants..

Finally.. i choose dis skin... How is it? Leave ur comment bout the skin ya..?? hehe.. it's not exactly wad i want.. i want my blogskin's colour is black.. so i can easily mix it with coulourful font.. =( Anywae.. for temporary use dis one.. Later if i have mood to find a new one then i'll change it.. hohoho...

Wah.. so late already.. fortunately i have class at 11 am 2molo.. i can sleep tight.. hehehe...
Nitezzzz.......

My First BLog....

2008-01-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

Hmm,,, dis is my 1st blog.. don't know why suddenly want to make a blogger.. Actually,, it isn't sudden.. hehe.. long time ago i hav already want to make it but.... laziness cover the want then.. forgot it until my fren, Mengkek, made her blog.. so i've decided to make a blog... hehe...

dat is the history of my BLog.. haha... =p anywae,, may u all enjoy my blog.. Thanks...